After that moment, Victor really indecisive about the condition. whether he should leave Susan and be with Dainna or leave both of them? it is really confused Victor's mind. one day, Victor been visited his friend Jason.
"Hi Bru, how are you?" Greet Jason
"Hi, Im not ok bru.... "Replied Victor
"Why bru?"Jason
"Dianna matter... I fall on her" answered Victor
"I know that, you both seem intimacy and suit together" Jason
"Ya, as a best friend and now im already belong to Susan" Victor
"weird, you always with Dainna and now you with Susan... What happen?" Jason
"Long story man,... It was started when i fall on Dainna and I knew her had a boy friend. At 1st place i thought that it is ok but soon or later i have to encounter the fact that she not mine. then, to make things right, Susan came into my life and i decided to let go Dainna and took Susan as my girlfriend" explained Victor.
"Don't make things complected bru, you already with Susan now. you already decided to be with Susan, and so be it ok." Jason
"Ya you right, but things become more complicated now. Dianna fall on me too" Victor
"Gosh, she already had boy friend right?" Jason
"Ya, but she didn't seem happy with her boy friend and stressful. I cant imaging her condition without me later. Now we are best friend and also I can't neglect Susan feeling's. I love both of them. I have to choose Susan or Dainna"answered Victor with tear
"Bru, relax ok... you have to decide who is the best for you. But if you choose Dainna, its will affected Susan and also Dainna's boyfriend" Jason
"I thought about that also,.. I just throw caution to the wind and be strong with it but i dont want to hurt Susan feeling's. I don't know what to do now" Victor
"Up to you bru, i knew you and i convince that you will make the right decision" Jason
"Thank you, bru. i really appreciated your advised"Victor
After a night thinking about the matter. Victor have decided.........but yet he can't comfort it now
A week later, Susan ask Victor to a date and watch movie. Victor accepted the date. in the same time Victor told Dainna that he will date with Susan because Dainna still Victor's best friend. He cant kept anything with Dainna. Dainna sound happy with that and make funny with him about the date...
The date"hi, how long you been waiting for me?" Victor
" About, 10 minutes" Answered Susan
" Sorry for the delay, im have work to settle down first" Victor
"it is ok. it is only 10 minutes, i can live with it" Susan"Thanks dear, where we going?" Victor
"we have a lunch and then we watch movie. it is ok with you?" Susan suggestion"Ya, sound like a good plan" Victor agreed with excited expression
It is seem like Victor happy and joy with the date but deep in his heart, he soul didn't ever in his body that time. His mind just thinking about Dainna. He didn't happy with Susan even so Susan was so nice and indulge him. He cant lied himself no more... and Victor seem failed and didn't have art to act. He try harder to portray happy with Susan, but Susan already detect the weird act of Victor.And the date that suppose to be re memorable day but yet turn to nightmare.
After Susan knew that Victor unhappy with the date, Susan also cant hide her frustrated towards Victor. They seem like so difficult to make any conversation. In the end of the day both of them went back with dis pointed felling and heart broken. Susan knew that Victor seem condones with her after she told about what happened to Dainna.
It is seem likes Victor cant hold his felling no more.... he have to tell Susan everything...
he meet Susan..
"I have to tell you something..." Victor
"What?"Susan
"I cant be with you no more,..."Victor
"What? What happened?!"Susan
"I fall on Dainna..."Victor
"I knew it...." answered with tear
"Dear, it is not your fault. it is mine... I cant control myself to not to love Dainna .I knew that Dianna had boy friend but it is not my attention to be her boy friend .I just wanna be with her. She need me more that you need me dear. Im so sorry. i have to let you go with unwillingness feeling " persuaded Victor.
Eventually, Susan so calm accept the fact that Victor not love her no more. She just can cry and with that she will make herself comfortable with the break up. In the other hand, Victor so release that he already told Susan. It is not Victor attention to hurt Susan but Victor have to consider his feeling also. He can't force himself to love someone that he didn't happy, comfortable and felt awkward. Even so Dianna had boy friend, the intention is not to provoke Dainna to be deceitful with her boy friend. Victor just happy and the undepicted feeling towards Dainna that stimulus Victor to make the huge decision. He promised that, he will make sure that his decision worth and will cater that Dainna problem as Dainna is the prolific friend to Victor....
Chapter 4 already posted!!!
soul...Everyday she cried to gain courage and figure way how to stay away from her evil boyfriend. In addition, she have a bad and dark past life with her family. She staying with her dad and others 3 siblings because his dad already divorced her mum when she was 8 years old.Luckily her dad have prolific job to give her anything. Victor assumed that in term of materials, she can get anything but in term of soul need, she suffered and full of sadness. Pity on her. she played with her emotional and the the past. She cant stand with her boyfriend but the past time situation burden her to stay with him.The emotional and soul needs, make her stay and accompany Victor. She giving Vicotr hope but yet she stated limitation on that.Victor seem cater all what her wanted in her life now.but Victor know where he stay, whereby he will take any circumstances towards this huge decision to stay with Dainna.
