Thursday, July 16, 2009

Chapter 7-First kiss


End of the semester, it is seem likes hell to both of them. they have to be apart... both of them were very sad.

Victor went back earlier than Dainna...

In that morning, before Victor fly away... he met Dainna for farewell... they sat on the stair


"Im going back today,we will not able to see each other from 3 months.i will miss you badly" Said Victor

"Me too. I will miss you smile,you hand" replied Dainna

"regardless, even im not around, you have to be strong k. You can call and text me 24, 7. I shall be there for you" Advised Victor

Without notice, Victor make a move and kiss Dainna on her lips. Dianna so stung and she was so surprised but very happy.Dainna never thought that Victor will kiss her... and they smile to each other...

A kiss, a kiss that change everything. it is like insurance to their relationship and will cater strong memory to bring back...

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

chapter 6-The moment to remember



With all the problem in hand, Dainna and Victor still close and didn't affected their relationship. notwithstanding, their more closer and spent so much time together. their have chemistry and get along well. it is seem that nothing can't stop them. They in love.....



One day..
Dainna invited him to join her friends birthday party. it was held on the beach. that time they were very happy and Dainna seem to like Victor so much.same goes with Victor ;). They took a bus heading back to collage. They sat behind, while holding each other hand and she laying her head on my shoulder. i never thought that we will like this...

from that moment, they texting vigorously. every day, every night. Dainna cant hold her feeling towards Victor. and Victor show go respond to Dainna. one day, they texting each others. it is the started of long journey of "Vicna" life.

"i love victor so much"-Dainna's text to Victor

"i love Dainna so much too"- replied victor





in the night they revealed each others feeling thru texting...



with a lot of obstacle and challenger before Dainna become Victor's girl... It is seem that easy to love someone but to stay for so long with mass of problem it is seem likes hell. Victor do not know why suddenly my passionate and perseverance adsorb me to stay with her. Dainna definitely convince that they will be together, regardless...

Monday, July 6, 2009

Chapter 5-D-day

It is was hot evening day... Victor and Dainna walked towards their collage after attended the class. It is moody day for Dainna and Victor try to cheer her up...

"Hey girl... What happen? you look sad... anything that i can do to cheer you up?" asked Victor

"Nothing, i just felt so exhausted. That all..." Answered Dainna

"Dont lie to me, im not knew you yesterday. im your best friend...share with me" Victor

"Em.. Victor. if your parent ask you to marry with you girlfriend but you cant love her no more, what would you do?" Dainna

"Me? if me, i will talk to my parent and break up with her... " Victor

"but if your parent already met the girl parent and them seem like close and deal to marry both of you, what would you do? for sake to take care your parent mutual relationship with the girl parent..." Dainna

They sit on the bench near the clinic while waiting for the sun set...

"em... then i have a big problem... the most crucial thing to do is reveal what i feel towards the girl to my parent. they will understand. just say that Im not in love with her and stated why i felt that... love cant be force.. love is free, never ruled by fate dear..." Victor

"Actually, i been forced by my dad to marry my boy friend.he purpose me and without getting my permission. he directly met my dad. i so frustrated with that. and to make thing worst, my dad accepted the purpose on behalf of me" Dainna

"Oh gosh... you should tell me earlier about this. you already compromise my future. i thought that your boy friend is just boy friend, but in fact he is more than that!!! why you do this to me?" Victor

"Dear, please listen... im happy with you. i cant stand with him no more. i already told my dad about him, what he had done to me but my dad insist me to marry him. i has no courage to him, Victor. he so good actor in front of my dad. What should i do? im so sacred..." Dainna

"Dainna be strong k. we will figure out to resolve this problem k. Whom back you now?" Victor

"My auty... She very understandable but yet she cant said nothing on my dad" Dainna

" Dont worried k, you far away from him now.Actually the purpose is made up with official or just verbal" Victor

"Not official yet. i really want to get away from this sickness..." Dainna answered with tear



"Dear, look at me. im here right. you save with me" Victor pull Dainna's head to his shoulder and hug Dainna.

"Thanks Victor. Im so afraid with my boy friend. he make me crazy and im so stupid last time. i spend a lot of money on him. and in the end, i knew his true attitude. he is an evil!!! i cant take it no more" With tear, Dianna revealed everything what had happened between Dainna and her boy friend in Victor's warm arm.


Now, Victor understand what Dainna's been faced... and he smug with his decision to stay with Dainna. Victor have huge responsibility towards Dainna to save her from evil spirit. It is really make Victor enthusiasm to stay and back her up, regardless... In the other hand, Dainna felt so confuse what do to and just think that Victor will make her happy as long as Victor with her...


to be continued.....




Friday, July 3, 2009

Chapter 4- The truth revealed

After the break up thing end.Victor meet Dianna...

"hi Dainna, i already brake up with Susan". Victor

"Why?" Dainna

"Because of you"
Answered Victor

"Cause of me?" Dainna

"I know that you suffer with your boyfriend, i cant let you alone... im affair that i will lose you as my best friend. i knew you first b4 i met Susan. means,you are my priority. "
Victor

"Thanks Victor... how about Susan?"
Dianna

"She not OK with it but she shall survive. Sometime we must sacrificed the love one to make them happier and didn't suffered with our action later on "
Victor

In conjunction of Victor decision, Dianna very happy but so afraid that her relationship with Susan will become worst...Onwards, Victor and Dianna get along well and more intimate... They texting everyday, sit side by side in class and even hang out together. They always waiting for the sun set and walked along the lake every evening.It is was the most memorable event...She cry, laugh, joking and even argue there. While they sitting on a sette near the lake, the conversation below took place...





"Do you love me?" Dainna asked Victor

Victor answered "No".

"Why"
she replied.

"You are someone else girlfriend, for sure if i your boyfriend i will angry with you"
Victor answered.

"I'm not in love with him no more,he scolding me , yield at me, he controlling my life. i cant stand with him anymore"
Dainna told Victor sadly.

"If that so, you leave him"
persuaded Victor.

"Victor, i cant, Im not strong as if you"she answered with tear...

"Be strong k, Im always with you, regardless."
she smile while holding Victor's hand and laying her head on his shoulder with tear of happiness.


With the witness of the sun which rise at west, deep in side Victor's heart, he love her so much... But he cant do nothing to convey his feeling to Dainna. the most that he can do is stay and be with Dianna when needed... As long as Dainna need him.One day Dainna cant kept all her dismal by herself and revealed all her problems with Victor. She can not stand no more with her hot temper boyfriend that been tortured her heart and soul...Everyday she cried to gain courage and figure way how to stay away from her evil boyfriend. In addition, she have a bad and dark past life with her family. She staying with her dad and others 3 siblings because his dad already divorced her mum when she was 8 years old.Luckily her dad have prolific job to give her anything. Victor assumed that in term of materials, she can get anything but in term of soul need, she suffered and full of sadness. Pity on her. she played with her emotional and the the past. She cant stand with her boyfriend but the past time situation burden her to stay with him.The emotional and soul needs, make her stay and accompany Victor. She giving Vicotr hope but yet she stated limitation on that.Victor seem cater all what her wanted in her life now.but Victor know where he stay, whereby he will take any circumstances towards this huge decision to stay with Dainna.

In his mind glances.."it is worth to suffer and sacrificed towards her or just leave her?"

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Chapter 3- one too much, two so difficult

After that moment, Victor really indecisive about the condition. whether he should leave Susan and be with Dainna or leave both of them? it is really confused Victor's mind. one day, Victor been visited his friend Jason.

"Hi Bru, how are you?" Greet Jason

"Hi, Im not ok bru.... "Replied Victor

"Why bru?"Jason

"Dianna matter... I fall on her" answered Victor

"I know that, you both seem intimacy and suit together" Jason

"Ya, as a best friend and now im already belong to Susan" Victor

"weird, you always with Dainna and now you with Susan... What happen?" Jason

"Long story man,... It was started when i fall on Dainna and I knew her had a boy friend. At 1st place i thought that it is ok but soon or later i have to encounter the fact that she not mine. then, to make things right, Susan came into my life and i decided to let go Dainna and took Susan as my girlfriend" explained Victor.

"Don't make things complected bru, you already with Susan now. you already decided to be with Susan, and so be it ok." Jason
"Ya you right, but things become more complicated now. Dianna fall on me too" Victor

"Gosh, she already had boy friend right?" Jason

"Ya, but she didn't seem happy with her boy friend and stressful. I cant imaging her condition without me later. Now we are best friend and also I can't neglect Susan feeling's. I love both of them. I have to choose Susan or Dainna"answered Victor with tear

"Bru, relax ok... you have to decide who is the best for you. But if you choose Dainna, its will affected Susan and also Dainna's boyfriend" Jason
"I thought about that also,.. I just throw caution to the wind and be strong with it but i dont want to hurt Susan feeling's. I don't know what to do now" Victor

"Up to you bru, i knew you and i convince that you will make the right decision" Jason
"Thank you, bru. i really appreciated your advised"Victor


After a night thinking about the matter. Victor have decided.........but yet he can't comfort it now





A week later, Susan ask Victor to a date and watch movie. Victor accepted the date. in the same time Victor told Dainna that he will date with Susan because Dainna still Victor's best friend. He cant kept anything with Dainna. Dainna sound happy with that and make funny with him about the date...

The date

"hi, how long you been waiting for me?" Victor

" About, 10 minutes" Answered Susan

" Sorry for the delay, im have work to settle down first" Victor

"it is ok. it is only 10 minutes, i can live with it" Susan

"Thanks dear, where we going?" Victor

"we have a lunch and then we watch movie. it is ok with you?" Susan suggestion

"Ya, sound like a good plan" Victor agreed with excited expression

It is seem like Victor happy and joy with the date but deep in his heart, he soul didn't ever in his body that time. His mind just thinking about Dainna. He didn't happy with Susan even so Susan was so nice and indulge him. He cant lied himself no more... and Victor seem failed and didn't have art to act. He try harder to portray happy with Susan, but Susan already detect the weird act of Victor.And the date that suppose to be re memorable day but yet turn to nightmare.
After Susan knew that Victor unhappy with the date, Susan also cant hide her frustrated towards Victor. They seem like so difficult to make any conversation. In the end of the day both of them went back with dis pointed felling and heart broken. Susan knew that Victor seem condones with her after she told about what happened to Dainna.

It is seem likes Victor cant hold his felling no more.... he have to tell Susan everything...
he meet Susan..



"I have to tell you something..." Victor

"What?"Susan

"I cant be with you no more,..."Victor

"What? What happened?!"Susan

"I fall on Dainna..."Victor

"I knew it...." answered with tear

"Dear, it is not your fault. it is mine... I cant control myself to not to love Dainna .I knew that Dianna had boy friend but it is not my attention to be her boy friend .I just wanna be with her. She need me more that you need me dear. Im so sorry. i have to let you go with unwillingness feeling " persuaded Victor.




Eventually, Susan so calm accept the fact that Victor not love her no more. She just can cry and with that she will make herself comfortable with the break up. In the other hand, Victor so release that he already told Susan. It is not Victor attention to hurt Susan but Victor have to consider his feeling also. He can't force himself to love someone that he didn't happy, comfortable and felt awkward. Even so Dianna had boy friend, the intention is not to provoke Dainna to be deceitful with her boy friend. Victor just happy and the undepicted feeling towards Dainna that stimulus Victor to make the huge decision. He promised that, he will make sure that his decision worth and will cater that Dainna problem as Dainna is the prolific friend to Victor....

Chapter 4 already posted!!!


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Chapter 1-First and Foremost... The Girl...

It was a fine and cool morning. the cloud embark smoothly in sky. The bird flew freely in the sky. Victor flew far away from where he was belong.Far away, to continue his study..When he arrived there, he can not believed that he is in U.S .Victor when directly to his new home. Block E, room 315. To recall how Victor started his life as student in U.S. He met Mary, in the collage. While Victor fill the collage form, he realized that Mary beside him and tried to make conversation . Surprisingly, Mary also taking the same course with him.


The girl... Dainna...

It is was started, when they were form a group to done an assignment and it is their first year in collage. Mary invited Victor to join her group. The group also consist of Dainna, Lily, Mary and Sarah. At the first place, Victor cant really suit in the group because there were all girls and they kind of dominated the group but finally they decided to appointed him as the group leader.They were fast, smart, always be in time when they decided to discuss about theirs assignment. He really,really like this group.. As the time past away,Lily and Mary seem cannot committed with the group. Victor relationship with Mary as best friend already crack because of hot temper and homesick. In the end, just Dainna and Victor get along... They had done theirs assignment for the last time and they break up, and form a new group.

It is not stop Victor and Dainna to get along. They getting closer as they will text each other to discuss and exchange note.The situation getting more interesting when Dainna invited Victor to be a date for collage event. It is a first time that Victor and Dainna when to a date. It is was unforgettable night for them, they seem like couple and very happy. They aet, chat and sat side by side.
After the event end and they walk to their collage...

Victor said,"You should remember this night and write it on diary k".

"Why? Because you date with me, its?" replied Dainna.

With smile Victor said, "I will remember this night".

"Ya,you should, because you were date with me" answered with sarcastic face and tone.

"Nope, because you asked me for a date. hi...hi...hi...hi...hi..........." Replied Victor and Dainna also laugh while walking towards the junction. It is was the first semester that they had together...

One night, when Victor fought with her girlfriend and Dainna also fought with her boyfriend, without notice Dainna come out with unbelievable statement.

"why not we just couple, and leave our current partner..."

Victor just smile and laugh and same goes with her. it is so funny that joking matter become truth.



Eventually, Victor decided to just neglected Dainna because they already had own partner... Times past by, and 2nd semester came... It is was started on early January in sprint fall... Victor girl friend seem like cant stay away to0 far from Victor and she try to avoid my call and texts. Victor become unhappy with that and break up with her girlfriend. But yet, Dainna seem to entertain him. Furthermore, Dainna become more closer and closer and trusted Victor but unfortunately he cant stay with her longer with this condition because Dainna already has boyfriend and perceived she happy with her boyfriend...Victor don't want to disturb and make things harder for both of us.


Susan...

One day, Victor and Dainna conglomerate with 3 of their friends to establish a new group for the course project. Dainna, Lesya, Zandra, Susan and Victor form a group for completed the report. they have to done a compete business plan and we decided to do on Multi Level Company. As usual, Victor is the only guy in the group. He in charge on marketing and account and assign by Susan. Dainna, Victor and Susan seem very committed with their project compare to Lesya and Zendra that versa vesa from them. Even so, this situation make Dianna,Victor and Susan closer. They become good friend. Without notice, Susan pull Victor attention to get her details in conjunction of her goodness and softness. But unfortunely has boyfriend. Gosh!!! Em... Victor life is full of girl but then already occupied. Poor Victor...

But the good news is she have problem with her boyfriend and Victor have to grasp this opportunities to get closer with her. But Victor do not want to compromise his dignity because her boyfriend also study here. He don't want to fight with her boyfriend because of her. It is not just Dainna has crash and fall on Victor... Susan also seem wanted to get along with him.. That time Victor try to approached her because to let go and stay away from Dainna. Susan seem his right path to stay away from Dainna...

One day, after account class, Dianna and Susan were waiting for Victor, at library while he met account lecturer. it is was not a good time for Victor because he been scolded by his lecturer because he failed the paper test.

"Maam, i did told you that i can not take the test, i just recover from fever. i can not study at all for 2 weeks but you insist me to take it and shall help me if i fail. but now you scolding likes hell. im very up set with you"

after that, Victor hustle to library and met up with Susan and Diana.. while Susan cried and been accompanied by Celene, Victor called Diana at the corner of books shelf.

"Why Victor" asked Diana

Surprisingly Victor cried "I failed account and maam scolding me"

"wait a minute, you told me that she shall help you if you fail,right?" replied Dianna

"ya, that why i felt so up set now.... i tried hard to get below 50 marks, but i cant.." replied with tear

" Victor, calm down ok... you can score for the next test. i shall help you" comforted Dainna

"i know that, but it is not the point. the point is, she did mentioned to help me, further her embraced me in front of the class i cant accept that.she should be professional towards my case. she can not make me parallel with others who failed" stressed Victor


The night,ended with tear... Susan confront with her hard decision and Victor faced the failure in test...


After a month, Susan felt that she really suffer with her boyfriend, she always cried. And finally she decided to break with him. It is seem likes Victor dream come truth. They always went to dinner, class together and even study together. Without notice, Dainna detest with that. And he do not no that... Victor looking forward for the good and long lasting relationship with Susan. Victor decided to be Susan's boyfriend and she accepted surprisingly. At the first place Victor hesitate to make this decision, but Susan convinced him that she will love and care for him,regardless...





While Victor dreaming for the best moment with her as a couple, Susan when to meet Dainna's room to tell that Victor already hers. It was happened about midnight. It is pillow talk between Susan, Dainna and her cousin Safina.


"Actually, I already couple with Victor last week, are ok with it?" told Susan.

Dainna replied. "Really, Iam ok,why should I not ok with that.Im happy for you dear."

"Are sure? You seem uncomfortable with us?" Asked Susan.

"Nope, Im ok,dont worry ok. You should be happy with him, he is nice guy.You are luckily to have him." Answered Dainna.

Susan sleep over Dainna's place. Unfortunately, after Susan slept, Dainna with tear felt really dis pointed with what happened to Susan and Victor.

"Why Victor do this to me?" With tear, she ask Safina.

"Dont cry dear, im sure that Victor have good explanation with it" persuaded Safina while hugging Dainna.

"Im his best friend, he shouldn't do this to me,he should told me earlier, im fall on him" Explained Dainna.




"Oh Jesus, are sure with it?I know you are both close and I can see that you like him but not too far to that distance. How about you boyfriend?" Answered surprisingly.

"I dont know Fina,I cant think anything now. I just felt that im comfort and happy with him,I love him" said Dainna.

Badly, the conversation been heard by Susan because awake by Dainna cried. Susan felt so sad because already break hers best friend heart. The next day, Susan met Victor and told him everything what she heard last night. Victor so surprised and cant believed what he heard.

"Baby, Im afraid that you will change you mind and pursuit towards her" said Susan.

"Dont worry, i will stay with you k..." answered Victor.

With tear, Susan nodded her head, sign agreed.

" Don't cry, i will love you always and no matter how the circumstances and what you had told me, i will ever change my mind to loving you. You are my choice and Im sure for it" persuaded while holding Susan's hand.


Chapter 2, already posted!!!

Monday, June 15, 2009

Chapter 2-Complicated

Actually,Victor detest the condition, deep inside of Victor's heart, he love Dainna more than he love Susan... It is make Victor's life more complicated and worse and he decided to meet Dainna to discuss the situation. Victor called Dianna and she agreed to meet Victor.

"Hi Dainna, how are you" Greeting Victor.


"Hi, Im fine. You?" Replied Dianna.


"Fine... Actually Susan already told me everything... She heard your conversation and cried, night that you told her that we already couple" Explained Victor.


"Em... Really, i don't even realize that. To be frank, like to spent with you, chat, hang out. I seem very comfortable with you. You are nice and gentle to me" Said Dainna.


"Wake up, Dainna, you already has boy friend, you should stay with him.It is like you already deceitful toward him!". Scolded Victor.


"Victor, Im not happy with him. Im stressful, con tempted and condones with him. To make thing worst, you came to my life. You like light in the dark room to me. Im happy with you. That why, I felt sad because you already belong to Susan. But dont worry, i shall accept the reality and live with it k". Explained Dianna.

Victor agreed... Before they end their met up.Dianna give 6 pieces of chocolate that written her name in each pieces of the chocolate wrap.

In Victors room, he thinking about what had happen. The situation is unexpectable. He so confused. He love Susan but he comfortable and like to spent with Dainna. Furthermore, he also seem to fall with Dianna.

"What shall i do now? If i stay with Susan, Dainna with detest with that and she will suffered with her boyfriend. in the other hand, if I hang out with Dainna, what will Susan think. I love both of them. Argh..!!! 2 girls in the same time!" Complied Victor to himself.

After a week, Susan and Dainna still best friend... One day, Victor invited Susan and Dainna to his football games. Susan and Dainna went together to watch the games. They come earlier... Victor didn't accept that Dainna will come along with Susan. Victor walk towards them.

"Hi, Im glad you all here. Thanks for coming" Said Victor.

"I just accompany Susan" Said Dainna.

"Whatever the reason is, yet you here now". Victor replied.

Suddenly, Dainna's cell phone ring... She answered the phone and walked away to while make the conversation. After a few minutes, she walk towards us, and told that she cant be here. She boyfriend prohibited her to stay outside. She seem so unhappy.

" Sorry guys, i have to go. Susan safe with you now. I already done my part here." Said Dainna.

Victor felt so detest and unhappy what had happened to Dainna. "Don't go, your boy friend is far away from you. he doesn't you here. Just tell lie to her." Said Victor.

" Sorry i cant, I don't to make thing getting worse and im so tire to hear his lecture and yelling" Replied Dainna.

" OK, let me accompany you" Said Victor.

"No,you stay with Susan, i want to walk alone" Said Dainna

With unwillingness felling, Victor watched Dainna walked away...


Chapter 3, already posted!!!